I'm scared of leaving. I'm scared of freedom.
I'm scared of doing everything out of impulse.
I'm scared of falling into that easily accessible mold.
I'm scared, but I'm going to put my best foot forward
and face it for what it is.
Oh bittersweet, how fast you keep approaching...

Emily

"Yeah but tell me this,
who else would go through that?
And who else would you go through that for?"

This is twice now!
I hate my best friends hahaha. And I hate my sadies date.

Emily

Sometimes it's a 'yes'.
Sometimes it's a 'no'.
And sometimes it's a 'wait'.

Emily

I start really liking people only to realize they're not right for me.
This cycle never stops.
Maybe I'm better off alone.
I need to get right with God before anything else.

Emily

Still in love with that place.
Said goodbye to my Mumsie for 12 days.
Oyyy it's just me and pops!
Means I get to hangout and do what I want while he's at work.
Means I get to cook and clean up after myself.
Means she won't be there to give me boy advice!
We'll seee what happens.

Emily